When to tell everyone you’re growing a baby

When to tell everyone you’re growing a baby

by Andi Lutz

We decided to tell our family we were finally having a baby about two months in. We couldn't hold it in anymore, we were so filled with excitement. About that time is when the nausea kicked in so I didn't feel too great and all I wanted to do was lay in bed all the time, I was so

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I love the library but it gives me anxiety

I love the library but it gives me anxiety

by Andi Lutz

I would say my favorite place is probably the library. Books give me great joy, just being around them feels good. I could sit in the library pulling books off the shelf and thumbing through them all day. Oh, this book looks

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That very moment when baby makes 3

That very moment when baby makes 3
by Andi Lutz

When I realized I was pregnant I was very surprised, extremely happy, and couldn't stop laughing. That morning I kept getting this voice repeating itself in my head to take a test. I kept telling the voice no, it can't be true. For the past three years I had taken a test any time I had a thought of a baby, wishful thinking overtook everything. But this voice was different, it came out of no where,

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Our heartbeat

Our heartbeat
by Andi Lutz

When I breath
I can feel your heartbeat,
beat within mine.
As our chests rise against one another
I hold back a shiver.

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New Life

New Life
by Andi Lutz

I'm lucky to finally have you,
Even though I don't fully know you yet.
You're closer to me than anyone's been.

I thought I couldn't get a grasp of this new life.
Slipping through my fingers,

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